3 weeks into summer break and I feel that there is finally some sort of order in my life. I know I always talk about space and my own freedom to wake up in the morning and do whatever I want, but honestly, I like order in my life because I feel in control of my time. Having my schedule all messed up freaks me out, not planning freaks me out. I am so strange. I'm slowly adjusting to life in the East and I'm lapping it up.

My bank account is looking healthy again, been trying really hard not to spend on things I don't need. Everytime there's a new collection launch, I tell myself I'm going to get it so much cheaper in Bangkok. I am so frugal now, so proud:D

On a side note, I've also learnt to take things by my stride, view everything with an open heart, and to lower the bar of my expectations. Because honestly speaking, I take life too seriously and when shit happens I find myself suffering more than I'm supposed to. So yeah, everything is bright and cheery now. It's funny how things that happened in the past find their way back to you. I don't want to jinx anything but I really think I'll see brighter days. I feel like all the shit that I've been put through was worth it because what I have infront of me now is so much worth the wait. They're right when they say good things are worth the wait.

Faturday is in Genting right now, and I know they'll be having so much fun. It sucks that my mum still thinks I'm like a 5 year old and I need males to protect me. But okay, I won't complain because at least I still have my Bangkok trip in July.

Work has been fun, especially with Ella around, I feel like times flows faster. I can't wait for the Ubin trip and possibly USS and a staycation. Don't know if my pocket can support all of my frivolous activities. And also ZhiQi will be coming back in July and I want to treat her to a nice buffet because my dear girl as been so deprived of seafood and I miss her so much.

The holidays can only get better:)
Luv,
Zhujun

2 weeks since I've moved out of hall, pretty much having mixed feelings.
Glad that I'm back home to my own space, but then living your family eats up on your personal space as well and sometimes it just nearly makes me want to move back to hall again. But then I know better. The grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side.

Yesterday was the first day Ella came to LICK for her shift, and I had SO much fun:) Time passed a whole lot faster when you have someone to laugh at. Or with teehee. Tonight I'll be having another shift with her again:)